**Two Hipsters part ways, dreaming of college days.
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You went looking for new earth
To sooth the aching of rebirth
But you took me and you took chances,
And seeing all the creatures do their dances,
You got restless and joined them on the floor,
Suddenly its tomorrow and today is no more.
There are songs I should sing to your ear,
And if I knew the words, I’d with no fear.
But I know you only laugh when I sing
But your pulling apart our makeshift sling.
Your cloud's out of place in my Midwestern sky
Yet all seems to function when sitting dogs lie,
But a window for persistence
Can’t make up for distance.
Laughing at my sentimental folly
Is like chalking lines around my body.
Walking the shoreline of the lake
Your laughter still makes me shake
There are a lot of things I’m going to miss;
Beers in the park while you watch as I piss,
(And that five hour long goodnights kiss.)
One year later there are but melodies
And shadowed cobwebs of memories.
I used to swing on wooden horses
In the backyard away from your city forces
Hee haws turned to ahhs and ohhs
And simple questions of friend or foe
Turned to the sad cry of sex or no
Eventually time would wake and say go.
At the ranch you’d compose final words
With goodbyes and promising new concords.
Your oh so cool new private school friends
and my desolate old life of various drug blends
Coincide with our conversations becoming trite
And our relationship turns to just poetic fights.
I know the last page of the love story so well
That the first page of hope only foreshadows a hell.
I make myself so emotionally secluded
While you just comment on me being deluded.
You call every now and then
Actual phone calls as if its godsend.
But you hear Postal Service in the back
And wait to sing along with her rhetorical cracks
“You’re getting carried away feeling sorry
For yourself with these gaps in history,”
I tell you that I don’t think of the song
That way, yet I know you are not wrong.