Okay, take three (I tried writing this post twice know, comes out funny sounding.) This time I will start with the technical details. Seven. The computer is set up. It rocks. I created a ghost image so that if it crashes, I can just restore the image instead of , you know reinstalling. I also downloaded every seinfeld. I love seinfeld. I salvaged most of my music from old cds I had, but I'm still missing a lot. Modest Mouse. You're breathing in.

Okay now the "post." This site is a reflection of me and of no one else. This is addressed to people who read my posts and then feel unappreciated. If I feel alone, that is my own fault. And perhaps I make myself alone. Fuck this.

I am soo far away from home. Not only that but I live alone. There is this tornado effect to all that, I wake up and don't know how I got here. It was one thing when I lived with 250 other kids that were somewhat faraway from home, but now, I'm really the only one. That contributes to a general feeling of isolation. And when my friends only come over on friday night to tear my shit apart, that makes me feel alone. Granted there are great people in my life also - my brother, em, koko, shambo, and whoever else I forgot (thats the problem with listing people you forget someone and now someone is going to hate me) - but I still feel like I am the only one playing this game. And that isn't anyone's fault.

Yep. That is all I have to say. So sorry if tonight's post sucked. I'll make up for it soon.