Okay, I am totaly Drunk. So first, I should apologize to my parents, who read this website, for being really drunk on wednesday ngiht. Keep in mind, I am not wasting your tuition. I love you guys. Okay, so basically, I polished off a bottle f wine bymyself, IN three hours. Damn, writing this is such a bad idea. Okay everyone realize how totaly trahed I am. Really. Anyway, I am totaly happy right now. I love life. Maybe its the merlot speaking but who knows? ISNT COLLEGE FUCKING GREAT?!

Which brings me to my next point. What do I do? I remain powerless. Totaly incapable of doing anything that will benefit my situation. But no one really knows what I'm talking about. "How do you feel about me?" - "How do you mean?" (how amazing, an answer in question form) "In the romantic, attractive, sexual, kinda way" - "I don't know." Now I can't pressure this, as it is not fair, but I have to know why she doesn't know.