I wonder a lot about whether or not love is a thing that exists - in whatever form - or if it is just like religion, something that people delude themselves into believing and make them self feel it because with out it life seems quite meaningless / alone. But then you see these things when people supposedly in love, do things to make eachother feel better and you think, hey, that's love. And now I don't know if thats love, but it is nice. I miss that. Having someone make me feel good. I guess I havent exactly made someone else feel good, but I definetly miss people making me feel good. Whatever...I'm kinda sad thats all. My friends are pissing me off. They are always making fun of me in large groups. I can take a joke, and I dont mind the comments they make, I mean its cool with me that they make fun of me, but the fact is that for me, being made fun of is a boring activity. And when I know that if we are all together I'll just get made fun of, well that isnt a fun time, so why bother? Which leaves me at the no friend platform, which I can do, but well...whatever.

Here Comes Your Man

I have a shitload of work to do. I think for now I am going to take a long walk to state street and buy some ciggerettes and maybe work at a coffee shop there, but I havent decided yet. I'll see if I can find someone to go with me. But who will I ask?