I thought I would write another daily dose at an extremely early hour of the morning. It's 5:15am, I just got back from hanging out with friends after my friend's Harry's show at the Orange Bear. He is the lead in his band called The HypTonics. They are really cool and even freestyled a bit. Awsome set dude. Anyway, they are playing the Knitting Factory, Main Stage, Saturday Night, 9pm sharp. Everyone should go, Ill be there even.

I wish I had something good to say right now, you know, about life or what not, but really, I'm just tired. Tired, sleepy, whatever, bed time for me, goodnight, I will write more when I wake up, which hopefully won't be at 4pm like I did today, yesterday, it doesn't matter. I can't believe she wouldn't hook up with me!. Man, women, they boggle the mind. You know? Fuck, I am so tired, by this point I am really just rambling out whatever words I dont fuck up while typing them. Hmmm...what to say...Sleep, I really should sleep. My Eyes are closed now, really. Oh I have something good to end this section of this post with:"I believe the stars are the headlights of angels, driving threw heaven, to save us to save us, driving from heaven into your eyes, your pretty eyes."

If you know what song thats from, I'll get you a Kansas O'Rogers tshirt. Good night everyone.

Same time, I had a good thought. I don't believe in Love. I eluded to this yesterday, but let me elaborate. I don't believe you "love" other people. I think it is a social staple like religion and marriage, that is created to give meaning and cause to an otherwise desperate life. These things are substitute for meaning and truth. You say you have them and then the quest is over. Or the quest is simple as you know exactly what you are looking for. You know god, just worship, thats meaning?! You live with him, thats life?! Obviously these things cant be considered real, we create them for ourselves, they are part of this social delusion, at least that is what I think. So don't go around being in love, you are just deluding yourself. Same for marriage and religion, just deluding yourself. Find truth, and in that, since you will never find truth, if you find it, you know you are deluding yourself. It is the quest that is important, not the answers.