I don't know how to explain my absence from my own site in the last month (or more?). I'm fine. A bit on the spoty depressed side, but really its fine. I have been writing a bit, but it just doesn't seem to lead me anywhere. I don't think I want to run a blog anymore, maybe this will just turn into a site where I post things and the blog will be a less frequently update thing, like what I've been doing, kinda updates, not so much a journal. I lost my best friend. Not like, wow, where'd she go? Like, I'm a fucking asshole and she never wants to see me again. But thats over and done with for awhile. I have sat down a few times and tried writing these, but I guess I just fell out of it. Summer's been nice, and I will try to get the new version of the site up sometime soon, its really cool, I just have some silly problems with some of the features. I will try, I think. I feel lost, again. Where am I going with this...pfft, Let Down.