I had really big plans for this morning. I am working 1-5 now, cause I never made it on time anyway, and I figured I would be all productive in the morning. Jogging, shower, brunch, writing, you know, kick it Kansas o'Rogers style. But instead I woke up an hour late, spent 30 minutes making coffee, steak, and eggs for a brunch, watched win benstein's money (it was really funny), and then boom, its 11:00, so I needed to shower, I did and now I am writing this at 11:24, I have 36 minutes to get dressed, clean my room, bring the laundry and get out of the house or I will be late to work. Sucka.

So everything I wanted to do this morning is being pushed till I get home from work, I am not going out. Yeh, so that is just about it, I will talk to you all later, cool things are cooking again, stay tuned, trust me, I love you, you love me.

everyone get a song called Looking at You by the Damned, its fucking awsome.

I am at work, having a good time. Its 4 o clock, at least thats what my new watch says. Anyway, it just occured to me, Does anyone read this site anymore? Well look I am not gonna yell at those few actually reading this, but I am going to yell at those not reading this, and leave it to you awsome brilliant sexy loyal fans who are reading this to yell at your friends for not reading the site. So go tell them how cool I am and such, and how entertaining and comforting my site is, really, I love knowing that people are reading the site. I mean I am only reaching like .00001 % of the entire United States! That sucks! How I am ever going to run for president with only that many people reading the website? How I am ever going to raise money when I need too with only that many people reading the site? Cmon people, really, your irresponsibility and crude insensitivity is shocking.

Finally home and I have a good two hours to just work on the site, the planned launch date of Version 2.0 is June 20th, and it needs a load of work, but I have the mornings now, so I am sure I will finish it by then. For my brother's request here is my swatch

It is really cool, I like the techie look it has and I saw a zippo lighter that matches the watch so I probably am going to buy that. Yesterday I went to the Walter Reade theatre to see If.... It was amazing.

some images from the movie

Also, after the movie, the lead, Malcom McDowell was there for a quick Q and A. I got his picture, here it is:

the qaulity is really shotty because I was too embarrased to use the flash in the theatre and I had to zoom to get a good close up. No Biggie. He was really funny and some how avoided answering every single question by telling a funny anecdote loosely related to the question. He responded to my question, what was the reaction to the cliched overtone of homosexually in the bording school by the public when the film was released in 68. He told me that my question was like an kick in the ass cause I said cliched. I said sorry, and then he continued to talk about journals and celeberties how everyone's journal is now public reading material. (almost like my site, right?). After that Erika, Marco, and Amanda went to Ali Babas for dinner.

I was being a major ass to marco, who was all weepy about this girl he likes who broke up with him.

Anyway, it was fun and "If..." was nice. I don't know if I loved it as much as my therapist thought I would, but there were moments in the film you just wanted to freeze time with. I finished reading Americana, by Don Dellilo. It was really good. I was practically in tears for the last 50 pages (which I read this morning). I don't know why, nothing particularly sad happens, the guy just looses life, it sneaks up on you. I was also listening to Bob Dylan Lay Lady Lay so I was...I dont know what that has to do with anything. Okay, well that is all for now, goodnight everyone, and see you tommorow.