Hey, be very quite, I dont want anyone here at work to know that I am writing a daily dose. See it is the last five minutes of work and I want to skip out at five but...actually i have no idea why I have to hid anything, I completed all my tasks for the day and such, there is nothing to hide.

I am actually very excited to get home, I havent been home for more then like 20 minutes in like 4 days and I have a bunch of things I want to do. I was making a copy of the maltese falcon last time I was at my comp, that probably finished by now (it finished a long time ago). Also, I want to put the senior play movie on my computer and put it on vhs and dvd. I have a lot of fun things to do. I came to work on time today, to my suprise because I was at a party last night

I went to my friend avery's house and we had a little get together. Mostly, we just ate drank and watched movies. Actually thats all I did. I slept at his house too and woke up and went to work, on time. I am still not talking to my dad, or he is not talking to me, but considering I havent been home in a while, I am interested to see how that works out. I have to tell my boss that I wont be at work tommorow, maybe ill try to come anyway. Well regardless...

My friends are really getting to me, they all expect so much from me and are constently getting made at me for no reason besides that I am not living up to their expectations. One expects me to always be showing interest in our friendship, another expects me to be able to drop anything to solve the worlds problems, one wants me to dedicate myself to the friendship, its all crazyness! Whatever happened to juts hanging out, talking about movies, books, life, my semi-profound thoughts? I am willing to do anything for them and I love them but they CANT GIVE ME SO MUCH SHIT ABOUT EVERYTHING. Ahh this is soo silly...I am just going to stop complaining about my friends and accept them, it isnt like I am can/am going to change them. They are my friends and I love that, take it or leave it.

God, I wish I never wrote that stuff its soo cheesy, good thing I stopped myself when I did. Well I am going to go to the subway and get my ass home, I have things to do. Good day everyone.