Ever wonder what's the point of living life if you are a) just not interested, not even in the good times or b) too scared to accomplish anything. Suicide isn't a bad thing, I mean you die and you stop existing, that's it. You wont even know you are dead you wont know about the people you hurt, things like that, you just die, a simple action ending everything before you even know it has ended. Not to hurt people, just to stop, because every second of the day yoi just think about how much you would like to not be living, how much youd rather be dead. Then what's wrong with ending it? Nothing.

I find myself driving past the GW Bridge and thinking how great it would be to jump off one of the towers, I look up big buildings and imagine the roof, I see myself sprining off the top of my school. Wishing I owned a Shot Gun - or really had enough balls to just end this.